Too Expanded and Too Vasoconstricted

If time is like a room, when I am too expanded and too vasoconstricted, it is as if my body is in the attic, and my blood is in the basement. There is too great a differential, in terms of relative density. I will be too diffuse and too vasoconstricted in the presence of high manganese (PD).

If time is like a room, when I am too dense and too vasodilated, it is as if my body is in the basement, and my blood is in the attic. There is too great a differential, in terms of relative density. I will be too dense and too vasodilated in the presence of high iron (ALS).

The state of being simultaneously too dense and too vasodilated is a state of “twinned derangements.” Yet when I am too dense, I must be too vasodilated, in order for my blood to have the right viscosity. If I do not vasodialte, my blood will be too magnetic.

And when I am too diffuse, I must be too vasoconstricted, in order for my blood to have the right viscosity. If I do not vasoconstrict, my blood will be insufficiently magnetic and will not be able to hold itself together. I will need too many clotting factors, and my platelets will become “hot” and hyper-reactive.

We think of the body as simply present, in spacetime. But the body’s presence may be masking forces.

If I am high-sodium and dense, I can be present without tension. My presence is relatively flat. I am at the bottom of time’s arrow. My pupils may be more dilated.

If I am high-potassium and diffuse, I am at the top of time’s arrow. My pupils may be more constricted (miotic). I need vitamin D to pull inward and downward, to hold together. My level of inner tension is high.

When I am high-sodium and dense, I cannot utilize my vitamin D. To utilize vitamin D, first I must expand in time.

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