Light as Projection, Light as Shadow

What if, when the world (including the body) is being rendered as a projection, like the sun (ME/CFS Chronic Fatigue Syndrome?), the observer is too small and the pressure in the system is too high?

What if, when the world (including the body) is being rendered as a shadow, like the moon (Autism?), the observer is too large and the pressure in the system is too low?

When the world is a projection, it is akin to seeing the present from the past’s perspective. The image is too smeared out. There is not enough redundancy.

When the world is a shadow, it is like seeing the present from the future’s perspective. The image is too condensed. There is too much redundancy.

If we think of time as a cone, and the present as a 2D plane, when the point looks at the plane from below, we call it sun. When the mouth looks at the plane from above, we call it moon.

I want to branch into many worlds at the same rate at which time itself is branching. I don’t want many worlds to be condensing toward me faster than I am moving through them (Autism?). And I don’t want many worlds to be exploding faster than I am moving through them (ME/CFS?).

I think this may be part of the reason that chemical fragrance—artificial fragrance chemically engineered to perdure for longer than it should—makes me feel ill. It is interfering with my brain’s ability to accurately gauge the rate at which time decays.

In these holographic models, the world is light. But light is a plasma, a stem cell, a field of possibilities. It isn’t the 1D point (“matter”). And it isn’t the 3D sphere (“energy”). It’s the 2D plane the point and the sphere share.

https://www.quantamagazine.org/how-our-universe-could-emerge-as-a-hologram-20190221/)

If we are seeing it from the perspective of the 1D point, the 2D plane looks like a projection. If we are seeing it from the perspective of the 3D sphere, the 2D plane looks like a shadow.

In Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, it is as if we are trapped in the past. In Autism, it is as if we are trapped in the future.

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