How’d I Get Better?

My current understanding is that illness is tied to my body’s understanding of light and time. Diseases of the central nervous system may ultimately be found to involve dysfunction in the parts of the body responsible for understanding time (circadian rhythm): the eye, pineal gland, SCN (suprachiasmatic nucleus), and the HPA or hypothalamic-pituitary-adrenal axis.

Currently, I’m focused on the pressure gradient (proton gradient?) between self and world. Previously, I was more focused on pH. In the past, here are some things I tried.

— I moved out of a moldy house and shed my possessions.

— I tried the “Pyroluria” protocol (high doses of zinc + B6), which worked for a while.

— I had a temporary breakthrough with high-dose vitamin B1 (thiamine); 2 benfomax a day for a week or two. I believe that in altering my body’s core metabolic rate, I was altering its perception of time.

— I had a similar, temporary breakthrough with boron (super natural boron/vibrant health). I believe that in altering my body’s pH, I was altering its perception of time.

Both of these strategies lost their efficacy.

— I used iodine (iodine synergy/designs for health) to help cleanse my pineal gland of fluorine/fluoride. I previously had an adverse reaction to fluoroquinolone antibiotics.

— Zero pesticides in food or skin products. Zero chemical fragrance. Zero plastic.

— No artificial light after 10 PM (if I can help it). I often violate this one.

— I no longer tolerate most supplements. B vitamins can cause me to deposit calcium where it doesn’t belong. Possibly I am spinning so fast that my light is precipitating out of solution. This model treats the universe as holographic.

— I have used calcium d glucarate to help diminish recycled estrogen.

— I find the most powerful vitamins in terms of reading time are K1 and K2. Anything that increases the rapidity with which my blood clots (e.g. K1 as phylloquinone) helps me to speed time up. Anything that decreases the time it takes blood to clot (e.g. melatonin) helps me slow time down. With the exception of certain days I still experience time as speeding up; it has not begun to slow down yet.

— Everyone is different. Some people seem to do well with green smoothies, which can be extremely high in oxalates. When I drank green vegetable drinks for a week, I felt like I was dying—swimming in alkalinity, my engine flooded. I have no doubt the micronutrients would have benefitted my cells. But the alkalinity was a wet blanket to my brain. Brain-wise, I would have done better taking a micro-dose of LSD (“acid”) or psilocybin. If I want to speed time up, I have to have ample acidity.

https://www.thehealthyhomeeconomist.com/how-green-smoothies-can-devastate-your-health/

— I have to use the food I consume both to glean information about time, and to move around in it. This “double duty” is a huge handicap.

If I consume alkalinity (potassium, fruits and vegetables), my liver has the green-light buffer to accelerate—but I lack the sodium power my adrenals need.

If I consume acidity (sodium, salt and meat), my adrenals have the power they need, but I lack the anti-oxidant “green-light” permission.

— I’m a huge fan of naps and take them often.

— Chemicals and synthetic fragrance confuse my brain.

— “Sensory deprivation” baths in warm water in the dark. I love these. Let your light learn to synchronize with itself. Darkness can feel so healing after my brain has been bombarded with artificial light all day. My brain doesn’t seem to read darkness as darkness. It reads it as light that is wider than light.

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