In my 20s, I had Reynaud’s. It was as if I would get too vasoconstricted in cold weather. My capillaries became too tiny for my blood to enter them. It felt as though they were slightly off the electromagnetic grid.
Time, in these models, is like sea level. From beneath sea level (“behind time”), light will appear to be branching into many worlds. From above sea level (“ahead of time”), light will appear to be condensing into one world.
In the present, electricity and magnetism are held in balance. Beneath sea level, I start to feel the condensing force. Above sea level, I start to feel the exploding force. Once I am deranged from the baseline, the forces that emerge cause me to become even further deranged.
In these models, light that is so hot that it is condensing (fusion) is no longer light. It is energy. Light that is so cold that it is exploding (fission) is no longer light. It is matter.
When I have entered a state of hypotension that is masked by my low altitude, is my pineal gland too cold? When I have entered a state of hypertension that is masked by my high altitude, is my pineal gland too hot?
Could time be a missing variable in our analysis of human health?