I am interested in a variable we have not yet considered when it comes to disease: scale. I was very happy to see this study by the Max Planck Center for Physics and Medicine and FAU.
“Using real-time deformability cytometry, researchers from the Max Planck Center for Physics and Medicine and FAU were able to prove for the first time that a Covid-19 infection causes significant changes in the size and stiffness of red and white blood cells, sometimes lasting several months. These findings may help to explain why some patients still suffer symptoms long after first contracting the virus (long Covid).”
I am very flexible, and taught gymnastics in high school. I always felt my flexibility was an asset, but when I got sick, it seemed to somehow work against me. There is a lot of research now into possible connections between the Ehlers-Danlos syndromes (EDS) and Chronic Fatigue Syndrome (ME/CFS).
My mother has fibromuscular dysplasia, FMD. Her blood vessels are “too stretchy” and often present as “strings of pearls,” narrowing and pouching inappropriately.
It is possible that this is a holographic universe, and light is a 2D plane that we are able to observe in different ways: from below, or from above.
Beneath the plane, it is as if we have drawn back a slingshot. When we draw back, we see sun. But that which has been drawn back, that which is denser than light, is actually moon.
Above the plane, it is as if we have sprung forward. When we spring forward, we are more diffuse than light. But we can’t see light that is more diffuse than light, we can only see its shadow. Moon.
This is a model of wholeness, where “moon” and “sun” are different ways of seeing the same thing.
Metabolically, I don’t have to stay at the level of the 2D plane. I can creep a little backward (dopamine). Or a little forward (serotonin). The problem is, I don’t want to creep backward or forward so far that my understanding of scale shifts. The turnover rate of my RBCs is faster than the turnover rate of my brain. If my brain’s understanding of scale shifts so much that I make new RBCs that are either a little too large or a little too small for my brain, this is a problem. When they are too large, they cannot enter the tiny capillaries. When they are too small, I have to keep my blood pressure too high, in order to feel them.
I can induce the feeling of being a little above the plane by using a lot of the hyaluronic acid (sodium hyaluronate). This increases my understanding of scale and causes my cells to “plump” or retain water. For me, being hyper-tonic feels bad. It begins to feel watery inside my skull and my sense of balance and proprioception get thrown off. I can get dizziness and vertigo.
I prefer the feeling of being a little below the plane, denser than light. I can induce this feeling by using a tiny dose of LSD “acid” or vitamin K1. When I use organic vitamin K1 serum on my skin, I can tell I am seeing light through a different density of lens. Food flavors intensify and light looks supersaturated.
Sometimes it feels as if my body can expand above or below the plane of light by becoming hyper-tonic or hypo-tonic, but my blood cannot. My blood has an optimum or “correct” density. When I think about the nature and activity of porphyrins, I wonder if my blood’s density is trying to match the density of light as it is perceived in my environment by my pineal gland.
