In the models I am looking at, time is a width of light. The past moon is like a shadow of the future. The sun is like a projection of the past.
In other words, it is all the same light. At one end of time, it is being focused down to the size of the tardigrade. At the other end of time, it is being magnified out to the size of the dinosaur.
If my understanding of time’s width is off, the new red blood cells I make will be too large or too small.
Laura Hillenbrand, famous ME/CFS (Chronic Fatigue Syndrome) sufferer, became sick on a very specific night that she details in this terrific New Yorker piece. https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2003/07/07/a-sudden-illness
After eating a high-iron meal (hamburger), while in a state of fight-or-flight (pineal gland dilation?), the light of a meteor entered her eye. She was sick for the next 27 years.
Some things that helped me regain my health after living in a moldy house:
—Zero glyphosate
—Zero chemical fragrance
—Exposure to “wide” light; I never watch TV on my phone
—Avoiding conflict
—Organic meals that balance carb/protein/fat (“the zone”)
—Giving my brain a “floor” and a “ceiling” to work with, in terms of pH. I often respond positively to a drink that is both bitter and sweet: shots of organic espresso with organic whole milk and a little organic maple syrup. Alone, the espresso would be too bitter. Alone, the syrup would be too sweet. Together, they give me a floor and a ceiling to help my brain gauge time.
Often, it seems as if my brain is asking: How wide (sweet) is time, and how deep (bitter)? Time is as wide as honey, and as deep as bitter herbs.
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